The first half was more difficult than the second, in fact the second half and had let a lot of thought from which he saw as an experience in which I was, consolidated semi-annual meetings that attitude, for the second session of the second face semester, the conflict and suffering had decreased by 80%, the degree of understanding of holism, compared with the beginning was enough and the job was making myself a beautiful cause, I even felt like all my findings to inform and understanding, but when he spoke individually with some friends about it I realized that I could not even communicate clearly with regard to intra and interpersonal relationships as well as the environment began to be more smooth and fluid, still had in my haste and great mental activity, but was more open and willing to experience and equanimity was in me, this state was very important because at the end of this period I become unemployed, a fact that I had the great opportunity to realize a great desire: to drop one of the most andes addictions in my life, but I was terrified, into a job strong personal and deep, thanks to the order, even incipient who had managed the work on mastery and equanimity that it gave me, I went afloat with more speed, clarity and strength that I had imagined, the process was almost throughout the third semester, this time I kept permanently inwards in deep introspection, self-analysis, self-observation and internal work in the body, emotional, physical, mental and spiritual constant and conscious, twenty-four hours a day and more than a desicion was a deep need of being, which was well supported by work in the skill with which they also realized that the spirit always acts in our lives, with these activities and progress I realized the importance and profound work had given me a work of meditation that was built, apparently without a guide, work with my emotions and addictions. .